u took the colours out of my life! _~{-[ SILENT CRIES OF THE WEAK ]-}~_

Hello!

2009-06-01T10:52:00.000-07:00

Hello again! I know, very on and off kind of thing but seriously poly is too tiring too brain killing. Well, aside from that bitch and that idk some fucked up shit guy, well poly is still alright. I love enterprise skills aka OB. Its soooooo cool when you know how to apply them. Its the 2nd day of holidays now which also means I pierced my ears 2 days ago! i think next will be either ear piercing or lip piercing. HAHA! no balls for tongue yet. I'm so excited on 6th of may because its my cous wedding and i get to wear a suit! Next thing to be excited about is the OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL trip! Darren Sim, oh dear Darren Sim. Hurry finish exam then after that both of us can go OCH to lose our balls! I will feel very angry if i waste my life away so i decided to study during hols *clap clap* ok larhz.. that's all for now

i am back

2009-05-02T07:48:00.000-07:00

Hello people, i am back! to clean the dust off my blog. Its really rotting. Well, in a nutshell
1. got into RP
2. just celebrated my b'day
3. suffering a tragic incident well.. relationship
4. dying in RP.

worries

2009-02-11T09:11:00.000-08:00

Being free from exams and school, many a times i am able to think about my life and what is going on around me, what i really want, what are my desire, my problems and much more. The series of events have been a pressing issue to me now. The fact that although i know the long gone event with "T", I am still unable to break it off. I have grown tired, tired of putting up a strong face behaving as if nothing of this such event had ever happen and really trying to shake it out of it. But during reality check, i am still unable to reconcile with the truth that i had already known.

Os result

2009-01-14T08:19:00.000-08:00

I did trash! 3 of them is C5, 2 of them is C6, one E8.. when i saw my score, i thought that i was the biggest loser + stupidest kid in AMKSS to get this kind of retarded and insane results! i was like what the heck!! L1R4 = 27 points!! my gosh!!!! one of the improving student lehz! i'm really heart-broken! i dont know what to do! i cried on my way home!
Past one or two days, i applied for JPAE via my leadership talent. I also went to RP to appeal and gave them my teacher's testimonial and appeal using talent. At Rp, i felt that i was the biggest failure in life... I'm still in the state of being emo
Today i went to, SZ house to plan and i decided of 12 courses all in RP la.. and tmr, i must start to plan for back up. maybe i shall do it when i regain my composure! haiiz.. i cried today again..
I feel bad when there is no parental support. instead of cheering me up, they went on to make things worse! i endure and just keep appealing and all those crap and when i am at home, all i want is rest but somehow, my parents just killed my rest.. haiiz.. really no mood..

I must say sorry to these group of people whom i had let down!

sorry mrs chung i've let you down!
sorry mr liu i've let you down too!
sorry mr sim i did not do well enough
sorry mr goh, i did not do well and for not listening in class
sorry ms zaiton for playing too much and waking up too late
sorry ms lee i did not listen to you during chem lesson
sorry mr chow and mr lee for letting you down
sorry ms ng for being thick headed in art class and not listening to you
sorry ms chin, i tried my best in math tuition
sorry mr chow, i did not do well enough even aft scolding in english tuition
sorry science tuitor, aft much practice i still did not do well
sorry grace ho aft teaching me i still dont understand
sorry terence aft teaching me i still dont understand
sorry jiang kiat for not listening to u in secondary 3 regarding studies
sorry liu lao shi, secondary one and two i was too playful
sorry mr tan wah kiat for being too playful and did not wake up
sorry mr cheong for not understanding when u teach me because i was playful
sorry mummy for wasting your money and not giving good results
sorry daddy for not listening to you and make u all sad

I CAN ONLY BLAME MYSELF FOR MY RESULTS!

hello!

2008-12-15T08:15:00.000-08:00

yea! i'm am blogging aft like donnoe how many months! so tdy i thought to myself while sitting on my gone case chair and finally i came up with a random theory! It is "inorder to save money and have more time to oneself and also to prevent stress and get more freedom is to stay single!" haha.. well maybe that is crap! but yea.. hmm.. life is still ok la! not too bad! hmm.. ok logging off

back! revival

2008-11-08T04:51:00.000-08:00

Well, finally being able to regain my composure! great! hmm.. Lets talk abt farewell assembly! but 1st let me tell those readers that i will not apologize for what i will state ltr on in this post which some parts may sound hurting...
I did not attend the Farewell lunch because firstly, i find it not a need to do such thing. secondly, it is very very very very very very last minute, those who know me may know i HATE last minute work or infomation. Thridly, i have already arrange lunch with a friend, well more den a friend. Fourth is that i do not have the connection with my class so i find it ok to skip it. but well, at least i got inform u guys first.. When i arrive, i was dao-ing people. Yea! sry JENNY for rejecting ur request.. I dun wan people ppl to have my photo cause i wan them to forget me ASAP. Yea sure, i bet like 99% of the class also wont want to rmb me.. Its due to my feelings for the class too.. However, there are some people, be it teachers or fellow aquintances or camaraderie or classmates..
The farewell assembly was great.. the slides and stuff.. people face were flooded up with tears and sorrowful expressions. Yet, me, the only one i guess, felt rather JOYOUS somehow... Its seems as if i have moved on and grown up from a school boy to an adult. I did not understand why this is a sorrowful event.. Sad as it may seem to be because leaving the classmates and teachers, i believe, the Joy of grad from the sch is just as much.. So, aft the whole thing, went around hugging teachers and offering them my last wish.. One out of the hall, somehow, a beam./blast of Joy just broke out and i screamed "yes!" and almost everyone was looking at me.. Oh well..

flash back

2008-08-26T06:34:00.000-07:00

I really want to move on but somehow there is something in me somewhere that just resist it. Aft that part resist me, some flash back will happen and my head will hurt.. Thinking of taking pain killer or some stuff.. The suffering of being stuck is very painful..

hey! blog reborn

2008-08-17T09:23:00.000-07:00

I DUN THINK I NEED TO BLOG AT ALL CAUSE NO ONE READS IT! haha..

Well, pass few days was rather busy and stuff.. yea. did not go for the anglican youth thingi! haiiz miss out another fun event just for the sake for my Os! and yes! tdy was my drum class! died learning some stuff! i totally understand it when i walk out of the room! i'm so stupid! My O level MTL was shit! even ITE ppl can do better! Its very humiliating!!!

these days

2008-08-04T08:12:00.000-07:00

Very tired.. i hate ms tay! she act as if she is hitler! she lock us up in the art room! we cant even go toilet!! i was like speechless! we cant even rest! l0l.. she is a sadist art teacher! But anyway, some private stuff really makes me angry! ahya! heck care her la! i cant be bothered abt her le! only suck my energy! make me waste 2 years+ of energy! I'VE FINALLY TRANSFERED TO AOR!! cool!!!

please!

2008-07-30T04:40:00.001-07:00

If u are seeing my blog ( U know who you are ): Look at my heart! Look at the words i said yesterday! Please believe what i told you! U must trust me! I have full filled what i told you! I took up great pain and endurance to come this far! I even took the hurt in taking up the first step! At least u must acknowledge this please! I'm not asking for too much! I'm just asking a drop of trust and faith in me! Rmb what i told you ytd. rmb i said "if u wan to go to the extreme and sever all ties" i let you do it! i will not fight back! But I just need you to tell me! U can choose to remain silent and cold for the rest of your life towards me but i just need to know your response to this!! Please!!!! Please!!! U need not fear cause i'm already at wits end and i have thrown in the towel!! I'm not asking for much indeed.. haiiz...

The Dark Knight

2008-07-29T07:28:00.000-07:00

"The dark Knight" aka Batman is nice! very nice! There are indeed very much learning points that we all can learn. one of which is there will always be a dawn after darkness therefore we must endure until we done what we are suppose to do. Another thing is, not all good people are accepted. i very much like the phrase "Its either you die a hero or you love long enough to see yourself turn into a villain." I'm kind of sad because Batman is my fav superhero but in this show, it showed his darkest hour. I really like Joker because he is smart and can control every outcome and yea...

Haiiz.. today sch is alright but last minute arrangement den no one pei me go watch movie so, i ownself went.. haha!

some issues

2008-07-28T08:07:00.000-07:00

ytd i was very annoyed by someone ( i shall not say the name ) she keep insisting that she is correct when she dont even know my heart better den me!! she keep saying "love is u are willing to do what ever it takes for him/her to be happy!" den what if a person u like in future says "ooh! i can be happy if u give me pleasure!" and he treats u like a sex toy and then throw you away! if u can say that u are willing to do that so that the person u like to be happy, i got nothing to say!!! the true meaning of love/like is " Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres." this is the true meaning!!! so, MIND YOUR OWN PROBLEM AND STOP USING UR INSIPID PROPAGANDA TO INFLUENCE ME! u think i'm a fool? after all you say den u come and poke fun with me tdy? i'm not an object! i'm a human if u are blinded by love!! WAKE UP!

woots! I'm a man!

2008-07-26T02:06:00.000-07:00

I JUST GOT A MAIL FROM MINDEF ( CMPB ) ABOUT REGISTER FOR SOMETHING!! I GUESS SOON I WILL BE GETTING THE DEFERMENT LETTER!! HAHA!

anyway, many things happen to me.. well studies is alright but hope i can be more hardworking and about her... haiiz.. anyway, stop dreaming la! struggle to fight against rmb her.. its very difficult but in the end, the strong will persist! anyway, life is going to be hard for me now...

my knee!

2008-07-19T01:52:00.000-07:00

after that PE run challenge, my knee injury got worse! and i notice that i need to depend more on my knee support for my daily work and stuff.. Even walking, after a while, my knee will feel the pain and get weak! I wonder if i really need a wheel chair! I do not want my knee to end up at this tragic state! I start to think that my knee are a problem to me and i dun really like that.. If there is any drug or pill that i can consume?

E&D '08 stay & event

2008-07-13T01:22:00.000-07:00

12th july 2008:
reported and did practices after practices! very tired but must endure the hardship because reward comes after that. so around 4pm we had games! well i was not soccer kind of sad but i enjoyed myself as we get to know each other both BB and GB. Next was polishing time! as usual, we compete who's boots is nicer. shower never seem so good before although i only had 1 minute! At night, we were punish by pumping for reason i forgot! sry mr yee! too tired then.. The rest of the day was alright.

13 july 2008:
woke up around 4.30am! I'm late by half an hour! i planned to wake up at 4am to polish boots! but anyway, there is nth much to polish so i guess its quite ok.. Happy! i pinned on my staff rank and wore my cross belt and then walked out of my bunk in a kind of manner! cadets started calling me SGT but soon, when they were out of their zombie mood they called me SSGT. haha! kinda cute! you should have seen Elroy! i asked him to put his bag at the side and he replied "what side?" while carrying his bag on his head! so to poke fun, i said "backside!" then he scratched his butt! waahaahaa!! anyway, parade was formed up kinda slowly i guess and thank God, everything went smoothly! my boots melted in the sun! ok.. the hall section kinda under-performed cause the guys we dead tired! they were sleeping during bishop john was giving a talk! so soon after, i went to do the special offering, collections of money for all the GB and BB. Later part of the hall section, pin liang and myself went to get the staff rank on stage of SMSS! my gosh! and pin liang drop his rank cause of some tailor problem and the whole hall burst into laughter! My mood slowly turn for the worse when i saw her! To hide myself away, i kept myself busy and 3 meters away from her.. well yes, i avoid her. later around 1pm, we were told go get our bags to put at the canteen. I notice she was always with roymond and when she saw me, she walked away! Nothing to be surprise at all.. i knew it but i somehow could not handle this incident and since then, i hung my head low. depressed indeed! and i made a mockery out of myself when i wore BMT the PT sleeveless. On the bus, i kinda gotten more depressed and soon thank God, i received rest and i woke up just in time to get down form the bus. although i'm still sad and very much tired, i felt better and have a clearer mind. I MISS 64TH, I MISS THE OFFICERS, I MISS THE SEC4&5, I MISS THE SEC1s!!!!!!

NOMAD & about today

2008-07-07T07:34:00.000-07:00

i did not go for NOMAD this year. well, yea i was studying at home and after reflecting, i came to learn that there is no point in going because none of my good friends are free and its a waste of time. Lucky i did not help in the class stall cause i heard that they were scolded.. hurhur! i was'nt there... I actually wanted to go on sat for NOMAD but somehow i was too tired and just i was about to go cosfest, my 'brother' was not there so go also no point. But i want to say sorry to my BB cadets that i've failed to visit them and encourage them when they most needed it.

well today was alright but got scolded by my eng tuitor. after that, i went to mac amk to study but too noisy and ppl were like 'chasing' me out. thus, i walked around and then went to math tuition. ooh yes! i got confirmation that i got promoted to staff sgt!!

E&D is coming up! this sun! well, somehow i ought to feel happy but instead i feeling kind of sad now. my elroy! my gabrial! my nonstop-asking shawn! and other cadets and friends! What pains me is not leaving them but worrying when can i see them again. ooh yes, some ex-GBer maybe coming. somehow, i feel that i want to be left alone during that day. haiiz.. it pains me now! I also do hope that SHE will be coming.. ooh ya.. to those who wanna come below is the info

location: St.john chapel/st. margret sec
time: be there by 8.30am
attire: casual
how to get there: 153 from kovan mrt, 165 from AMK (others not sure) there is bus 174 too!

ooh my

2008-06-29T05:04:00.000-07:00

las night, i had a dream, a dream which i did not want at all... i really do not want that dream! I really do not.. Anyway, sad things aside, service was great! Thank God for that! after service, hang around and chatted with a few of my friends. we were talking about education and job kind of a man talk these days. Later, i went to plaza sing to watch "get smart" with constance and zolz.. well i was pretty angry for a reason which i don't want to explain. Well, during the movie, i was nodding my head off because its too boring. ( hint hint ) hmm.. so after my expensive sleep, my mood were back to normal again. so, i went home and reflected on my actions and i said sorry to them.. yea.. thats about it

tdy

2008-06-26T04:22:00.000-07:00

Physics: quite easy
chemistry: hair tearing!

Well, after recess, we had our MT we did not do really much as O level MT is over. Followed by math,. as we were still suffering from a sickness i call it "exams-aftermath bi brain spoil-no more exams and lessons 1 day long" Therefore, mr sim did not have lessons but rather joked with us. the last 2 period was VE, we discussed about NOMAD stuff which involve the whole class, i feel so fake and out of place thus, i went into the world of my own. Next i have in mind is called "operation NOMAD AWOL" haha.. I REALLY DUN WISH TO HELP LA! i really wanna rest because the next day i also have BB drill training! i need to rest! i want to rest. haiiz.. i think "operation NOMAD AWOL" die die must do!

thinking and pondering

2008-06-25T07:06:00.001-07:00

When i think about my future. Naturally i will think about job and marriage. Well it seems to be a long way, but time flies. As i think about marriage, i was questioning myself and somehow, i rather be single and not married. But if i were to marry, i don't want to have children. There are many factors that made me feel this way. the word "marriage" itself carries a lot of worries and commitment. Besides, marriage is not a word but a sentence, a life sentence. Just as much marriage seems to be happy, it also gives stress.

some heart stuff..

2008-06-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

Why are my parents stopping me from my passion!! Its just a matter of like $8 to go to AOR! AOR also teaches better stuff! its like a pure waste of time and money if i continue with Yamaha! How? I WILL NOT give drumming up! I cant stress this enough!

Well.. today i meet my bro *happy* well.. catching up is much needed. Neo Prints? l0lz.. Well.. Its a great joy and blessing to have such a good friend indeed. Thank God for that!
to my bro ( u noe who u arhz arhz! Kyo ) : Nvr regret of having such a friend like you. Sometimes, we argue over who is more handsome and childish stuff but still, great minds think alike. I Thank God for having such a friend like you. Many more years to come ya?

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2008-06-19T02:47:00.001-07:00

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Family tree charts - Free family tree

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2008-06-19T02:42:00.001-07:00

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Family tree program - Lineage

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2008-06-19T02:39:00.001-07:00

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Family images - Family website

reflection reflection reflection....

2008-06-18T23:58:00.000-07:00

reflection about my CCA:
well.. i've been in my Boys' Brigade for 5 good years.. much learn and much suffered.. there are so many priceless things that they have done which till now, i understood some and i still do not understand some.. but indeed i have changed a lot since sec 1.. Each year, i've seen a old batch leave and a new batch enter and each boy has its flaws.. well i guess 2008 is my year that i will leave a legacy behind. The most fun part is during my reign because i get to have so many eye-openers to the world around me. well.. Mr cheong had step down for his studies and i certainly miss him and one thing good about him is that he is fatherly.. I believe that the best had yet to come..

relfection about class 3B, 4B, 5B:
I don't think i can say much because i dun really like the class and i'm not going to say sorry for that.. well.. nevertheless let me have a shot. Indeed much sweat and blood, tears of joy and the bad times have their fair share. I believe the Best time we had as a class is.... well.. i cant remember cause i dun really care to remember or there is none.. Some how, when i'm in class i will feel rather out of place for reasons i do not know and i don't wish to know. Some times, the friends that I think will be with me, never came true. Well, dun worry because there is poly/JC, uni and working life. They say secondary sch life is the best, i violently object that. Maybe because of the class. Our class, i can say from my perspective, is rather un-united. sometimes how i wish my class are the same people in my CCA! Somehow or rather, i can't and i dun wish to gel in with the class but i can easily gel in with my CCA. strange but thats the fact. I wish i can leave 5B sooner. The FTs are great. mr tan, he is a good man! i love the way he control the class. our current FT, well.. she can be motherly at times and sometimes strict. these are the 2 teachers i certainly miss when i leave AMKSS. how about ms ng siew kuan! nah! l0l!!! dun remind me of her...

sad/happy

2008-04-18T08:13:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DANIEL!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIM TZE WEI!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LAMER!!!!

haiiz.... my official GF is my TYS!!! ooh my darling!!!!! my darling TYS!!!! loves loves...

To "T" take care of yourself, although JC is difficult and stressful but smile more! This year E&D it will be 2 years le! its long.. i must keep hold on the promise i made to myself.. i really hope to see u there. i also donoe how i survive so long sia...

tomoro is my ORD!!! damn cool!!!!! yet heart breaking. To the sec2s, show leadership and love the sec1s and obey the officers! to the sec1s, learn from your officers and sec2s.. grab hold as much knowledge as u can. live your life to the fullest! to the sec4s and 5s, thank you so much for everything u've done.. but remember 64th does not stop there.. carry on... To the officers, thank you sirs for not giving up on us although many of times we, myself do drive you up the walls.. hahas.. i've really change i guess.. i have much more to learn, much more to experience and much more to uncover...

woots

2008-04-11T05:29:00.000-07:00

hey yo! i am finally blogging! clap clap.. haiiz.. i hate being in sec5 ) level student! no life!! anyway, today is 2nd last BB parade!! WOOTS!!!!! also got some badge and now, my rank looks more filled up!! happy!!! next week, 7 more days den its my birthday! how cool? ok stop here.. byes

sian

2008-04-01T04:59:00.000-07:00

in school i was always giving my best now and yet, i does not seem as fruitful as it should be!?! whats wrong with me?? i dun care! O level must cheong like siao until get L1R4 14 points hor!!! its damn hard la but what is most impt is that i give my best.. tuition killed me utterly! i getting abit sian of school currently! any friends to help? hmmm... haiiz...

camp and today

2008-03-13T08:31:00.000-07:00

i shall give a rough over all abt the camp! actually it was cool and fun but not until after someone said about someone ( shall not say who ) den from then on, i sian le!! like whole camp no mood and stuff!!!! haiiz...
i visited her friendster.. she changed alot but one thing never change which is...... anyway when i last saw her which was like 1 year and 9 months ago! hmm.. hope this year E&D can see her again!

back

2008-03-06T07:47:00.000-08:00

yo!! i've relinquish my blog again!! one phrase for this blog!

CLASS PLAY ROCKS!!! BIG TIME!

fat pig

2008-02-15T07:12:00.000-08:00

haiiz.. firstly, your english suck!! u dont even know how to say luke!! such NOOB make it into sec5? did u bribe the SEAB?!? tsk...tsk.. yare yare.. u want to loose weight arhz? haiiz.. the rate u are eating, frankly and sry to burst your egoness of bubble, nah i dun think u can unless u go jean yip la! but i think jean yip will also go bankrupt la! get alive! ok lorhz.. take all the friends in class its ok de! its only 1 freaking year! take lorhz! i put at your door step also can! but frankly, with your screwed up character, nobody wants! u only make friends for FOOD! hmmm... do u noe that u are fatter then me means the probility of you dying from high blood and stuff is higher!! waahaaahaa!! hmmm.. frankly speaking, u make me sick! i rather go OP and not come sch en to see your face! u only 2 stripes right? what post u got? what leadership stuff u got from CUGC or any other camp? NONE!! at least irfan better den u like 10000000 times?!?! tell u what la, just stick to your PSP and books? u only waste my energy! if i were to type everything here, i think, my com will crash le!! not because my com is quite old but because, the com screen will explode!!

back

2008-02-03T02:49:00.000-08:00

yeah! ive returned!! i've returned!!! ok using olden english i so cool esp when talking to a weaker english student!! haha... ok recently, i fell on my back it hurts alot and badly too thus i cant walk just for about an hour? den next day i went to see the doctor about my knee cap and my injury. wha the doctor ask me to strip my pants! so malu lehz! its a female doctor somemore!! wa lao!! tsk.. anyway, i have to wear knee guard every time i do PE!! i also hope to blog more often! byes

back!

2007-12-20T06:58:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. i suan my friend until badly

me: eh!! xiao long nu my girlfriend lehz!
he: haha wait long long lar
me: 1st GF (ex): fiona xie
2nd GF (ex): felisha chin
3rd GF (ex): paris hilton
4th GF ( current ): xiao long nu!!
hur hur!!
he: yawnz!
me: u chi chu??
he: haha right..
me: daniel: yin jun xiao shang, wei feng ba mian
xiao long nu: mao mei ru hua!
daniel + xiao long nu = tian juo yi dui, di zhao yi suang!
he: haha!

l0l.. he was suan until so badly.. TSK TSK....

hhihi

2007-11-25T06:25:00.000-08:00

hihi!!! yo!! back after ages and ages! now currectly damn pissed la! anyway, i just came back from aus not long ago! ooh yar, my N level art work is being show cased for my sch open house!

shit la! no money to go out tomoro den my parents still owe me money den i ask them back they dowan return and some more scold me and talk so much!! tomoro i going to ATM and empty my bank la what the hell!!

singning off for now

screwed

2007-09-22T07:38:00.000-07:00

KNN!! everyday at home argue with my mother! EVERYDAY u know!! sick of it!! but my due to my smartness i found a way!! just endure until after my GCE den i everyday go out hang out anywhere until at late at night den come home!! whaahaa... GCE coming den after no school le!! so happy!!! Just get over and done with!! den if i pass good la but if fail den no choice but got my freedom le! no need study like one arsehole! den see if wan ork of go ITE lorhz!! But after my GCE confirm go work if not at home like sick den my see my mother den argue with her!! i must show my parents that i an suppory mysef!!!! den see what they got to say!!!! i dun believe i cant!! after GCE also going to learn guitar at yamaha thats y i need job because my paens confirm dowan to help me pay they only know oe word aka study other den that they know nuts!!! my family damn pek chek!!! lucky got friends to lightn up my life!!!

today

2007-09-16T06:20:00.000-07:00

i have not been blogging so frequently anymore due to studies.. its been 2 months ever since i _______ ( keep guessing ). well just argue with my mum AGAIN as usual! its not my fault la den scold me! on top of that insult my God!! u think your fat God what buddah or God of mercy or what God of fortune arhz! plz lorhz all fake!! your God do what? curl the hair eat until fat den die!! if u really believe that your God is real prove it.. anyway, haiiz... cheong art le!!! byes

back from stone age!

2007-09-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

hey!! back to blogging! many things and happen.. prelims, outings etc... yups.. ok i shall list it den tell..

1. prelims: i did not do as well as i expected. but my maths! i got improve!! yahoo!! teacher praised me

2. N level: well.. it suck!! now all i gotta do is wait for results

3. my latest piercing: i pierce my ear again because my ear hole close!! den today change to stick! yahoo!! painful... ok la..

4. today: kor kor pee teach me guitar.. yay well, fun but my fingers are super painful. but its legend that i can stilll type so much.

haiiz.. tomoro sch reopen... wonder what will we do? i guess is more work and more work!!

daniel says: '' To be or not to be thats is a question''

long time

2007-08-26T07:47:00.000-07:00

yo! long time no blog le!! prelims are annoying me seriously! BIG TIME!!! haiiz.. actually roy, zolene and I wanted to watch hair spray but some idiot wan follow along!! den anyway final verdict we not going tomoro. maybe sometime later ba! what if they PS me? they in 1 family lehz! And and, what the heck la! Man U! 2nd last... speechless... anyway today service was good actually wanted to invite someone come but she sick... haiz.. tomoro is english prelims! jia you!! got many things i want to do it is as follow:

1. learn proper drumming
2. learn guitar
3. learn korean
4. learn hip hop
5. learn break dance
6. work in my relative office
7. go for leadership course

see! my holiday are jam pack! but must first let my parents approve! haiiz....

today

2007-08-12T06:36:00.001-07:00

well.. someone and someone stead le... 1 was the first to know! but i shall not tell as i promise... today i was late for service den after service den went to town for shopping with my family and uncle as he came from NZ!! i bought a crocs shoes? $50+ after 20% discount!! very ex! den went home talk on msn den went out for dinner with my uncle and family again den dinner was shiok! den went home talk again!! den tired going to sleep le!! ooh ya i going to learn dancing with someone (:

haiiz...

2007-08-07T07:08:00.000-07:00

long time never blog le!!! miss me?? hmm...

photos:

this is the photo that zolene help me take at heartland mall after lunch today... cute?? haahaa..

anyway, i really pitty zolene because kenna bully.. but anyway, life kinda suck right now because 1 year and 2 months and i letting this go down to drain but as 'dumbledore' says its for the greater good.. hmm... well the sch NDP rehersal was really bad the guys drill not there!

anyway yesterday really bad day!!

1st: art EC!! the stupid retarded sec4 express guy!! u thiknk u express big arhz? express people only anti-social freaks!! u xia lan me what? your painting also suck! sell 1 ringgit also no body want!!! you go home cry mama la!!

2nd: BB 64th coy!! guestin! your SGT and SSGT talking to u den u just walk away? if u dowan respect me as a SGT fine its ok! but respect your SSGT!! he is like 4 ranks above you la!! u throw your BB cap on floor is your fault!! u wan show your temper what? people marching den i just ask you to march because u were obviously WALKING and DRAGGING!!! ok maybe its my fault! but its also your fault!! u not happy about how i tell u den tell me! dun anyhow u throw your BB cap on the floor!! den your SSGT chia was correcting you den u walk away!! den we a SGT and SSGT ask you question den what did u scold me and u dun even answer your SSGT!! dont you feel abit of remorse on your mistake?? haiiz.. i really give up on you all le!! if you cant cange yourself, no one can change you!!

3rd: at home, first i drop a plate den got a big chip! den next i drop my soup onto nearly my *ahem*!! haiiz... i donnoe whats wrong with me!!!!

haiiz... tired la..

today

2007-08-01T07:45:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today PE was ok lorhz but i got abit upset den i tell irfan something

me:"irfan wan go or notz? they also dun care you"
irfan:"dowan la! u go la!! nobody stopping you! i wan see!"
me:"u think they ever care about you? they only using you!"
irfan *stares and looks at the guys*
me:" since when they will ever listen you?"
irfan *look at me, turn back*
-* bell rings*` ( i PE period gone )
me * run to basket ball court feeling upset and down*
me:"haiiz.. wasted one period!!!"

later irfan came to the basketball court feeling upset and angry!

irfan :" sub soccer player no need train arhz?"
me:" told you they only using you!!"
irfan *keep silent*

den we all had fun playing basket ball!!

haiiz... i from now on playing basket ball!! must brush up! i wont play soccer with my class because they wont give a damn about us! those only like 1st league they care!! haiiz.. den maths paper kinda of like progress trecking! ok la.. quite easy!! i think at least B3 or B4? hmm.. the rest of the day just suck! esp chinese! den english was the best! but going home is better haahaa!! haiiz.. tomoro is chinese prelims!!! sleep during the test ba!! anyway i giving up on chinese!!!! CHINESE SUCKS!!!

today

2007-07-31T07:00:00.000-07:00

today was super sian.... haiiz.... chinese was usual!! it sucks!! hmm... den after school went to art den went to see the guys for NDP!! hmm... rather upset on their standed thus i went home!! nothing mucht to blog!!

long time nvr blog

2007-07-29T08:38:00.000-07:00

well.. indeed long time nvr blog! all the sch work and coming back home only after 7pm.. really tired! ok well, i got my specs last friday and also got the harry potter book ut no time to read thus i am only page 326! haaha... hmmm... well many bad things have happen in my class one of which really gave me a mental damage until now i feel abit ashamed!! hmm... addicted to harry potter and also ghost online!! haahaa... hmmm N level soon le! ut i will still blog a much as i can!!

...

2007-07-19T07:47:00.000-07:00

i am freaking pissed off over many things... you are always the one who can get away from punishments while i take all the blow worse of all everyday i get fucking screwed by u!! u think so nice humiliating someone is it? dun let me make you recall your sad times and humiliation times all at one time i think u will then go home crying.. OVER MY DEAD BODY I WILL FORGIVE YOU. the truth is people find you rather irritating so stop bugging them will you? i have fucking endured all your nonsence and your attitude... I WILL REJOYCE WHEN YOU DIE!! MARK MY WORDS

chinese oral

2007-07-18T06:41:00.001-07:00

chinses oral i die la!!! i cant converse with teacher!! den the reading part! i proudly read the passage when i did not know i read most of the words are wrong!!!!! die die die die die die ie!!!

tired

2007-07-17T08:19:00.000-07:00

haiiz.. today morning a group of us helped to clear the side of the classroom as it was in a great mess! Irfan and I went to throw the newspaper into the area den darren ang helped us! thanks darren! den when we went back, my spine was super painful la!! den sch as usual nothing much den recess i finally tried the stall 3!! seriously, i nvr touched that stall since my first day in sec1 until now! and today i finally ate their food!!!! ok la soso!! but yay!! i broke history!! anyway english went to com lab and do compo! i cant find my compo so have to redo den after that as a class, we played the english game online super cool! John was the highest!! den during SS some of us *cant tell who* prank call people in our class!! l0l.... super funny!! den after school went to the BB room to do my work! den stayed there until 6+ den wanted to go mac but remembered that opposite our sch the MAC close down!! haiiz.. den bought a bubble tea for dinner den went to tuition le! den during tuition, there is this super hyper guy greeted me when i was taking off my shoes

the guy "hello! to who ever you are at the door in green"
me *mumbles to myself* "err... am i at the correct house"

den i checked the house number and its correct so i went in lorhz... den later a girl and a guy came in too! i forgot their name! GOSH!! den that guy is from BB!! ACS 12th coy!! now i know why the shirt looks so.. anyway, we joked and joked although we donnnoe each other but we talked as it we know each other like 10 years!! den i keep making the people laugh la!! so malu!! my mum call my tuition teacher to ask tell me that they wll be picking me up! wha! i wan go home myself!!!!!!! anyway, finished tuition at 9pm+ den reached the car and fell asleep le!! reached home den cheong art!! haiiz.. now is 11.30pm le! soon going to sleep!! haiiz.. tomoro is PE!! i wan go GYM get my 6 pack!!

tired and sian

2007-07-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

these few days the art class have to stayback everyday until at least the 4 boards are done! today in class nothing ok happen today la.. den after school went to maths den because so little people come den hange to friday den later went to art class do board den yar many things happen lorhz! zolene was like stressed up even though teacher call her role model la!! den teacher say i got a break through! my first 3 boards are done well at least 2!! yayness!! den talked to irfan about *ahem ahem ahem* cant tell.. den dismiss at 6+ den went home with zolene den cheong art until 10.51! super tired!! tomoro will be a better day de!! den tomoro still got tuition!! die die die!! argggh!! have not even do my final la!!! sian die le!!!

harry potter!

2007-07-13T08:22:00.000-07:00

well... 3 thumbs up for me because its abit too long winded sometimes and not as much action pack as the others so people dun expect much from it.. but sit back and let the movie take its path dun think too much! well.. this kissing part is always the best! Lots of teaching and learning points from the movie! well, personally, i quite enjoyed the movie!!

BOO

2007-07-11T07:42:00.000-07:00

back!! no more dust in my blog! Anyway, past few days hasbeen a tiring one! haiiz.. E&D over le! super sadded!!! miss my guys!! den about things happen about today... haiiz... haiiz... haiiz.... shall not blog about it ba... haiiz... anyway very sian in class not so fun anymore compared to lower sec!! haiiz.. nvm 1 more year and i got nothing to do with them!! YAYNESS!!!!

haiz...

2007-07-05T07:06:00.000-07:00

super stress this week
teach shaun drills and stuff and his target test is like this sat
den need to worry about my BB full u i scared not good enough
i need a break
my parents are keep asking me to study and study!!

anyway, i learn alot these few weeks on how to teach and stuff!! i just realise that i am not that hot temper le!!

yo!!!

2007-07-01T07:07:00.001-07:00

yo!! my blog stop collecting dust le!!!! manythings happen.. fantastic 4 movie really put me to sleep!!!! boring lehz but my sister sat supper fun.... eh.... E$D drill practice is fun! i miss the guys.. and oohya!

to dapho:
cheer up (:

today bad!!!

2007-06-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

today was history teest ok la shiok! 2 more test to go!! den den today in class very slack! den after sch i eat malay food until cry! i add too much chilli!!! cry like siao!!!! den went to heartland mall with zolene!! she went to eat lunch den i help her but the bag onthe table den after eating we go to the comics connection shop she super xiao when she say the DBSK poster and the latest album!! den she say the super nice poster den she shout "OMG!! super suai ok i wan!!!" haahaa!! den went home den at night! i shave my hair den STUPID SHAVER CUT MY LIPS!!!!

F up

2007-06-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

today is eng test!!!!!!!
den some1 backstab me haiiz.... words of insults covered with friendly character!!
nvm.. tomoro will be ok le!!!! haiiz.....

busy!!

2007-06-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

sry for not blogging these few days!!! was super busy!!!!!!! but jing wen super cute la!!! l0l... not going to blog much here but will blog in the other blog catch the lost at www.for-christ-alone.blogspot.com

tired

2007-06-19T08:19:00.000-07:00

today woke up early for maths den in the end no maths so went to sleep den forgot about jing wen! wha rushed to AMK to meet him den went to tuition.... den aftert thution went home den again go to the same tuition again!! dead tired then!! well my paper 1 for maths is not between A1 and A2 very happy!!!!! tomoro will be doing paper 2 le!!!!! must score A2 at least for maths!!!!!

den i went online to RELAX but instead i was BLOODY PISSED OFF!!!! I shall not tell who the person is right? SOK ZHEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmm... that person claim that her life is ok and everything i stable and yada...yada...yda..... blah... blah.... blah!!!!! if your life is stable, means that u need NOT worry about anything and u wont get pissed off and angry or EMO!!!!! AND I NOTICE ONCE IN A WHILE, U WILL GET ANGRY OR SAD!!! THUS I CAN SAY THAT YOUR LIFE IS NOT STABLE!!!!!! thats y i said that care abt yourself before you care abt others!!!! and yes indeed! why do u tell people that there is a speck of dust in my eye when you have a plank in yours?? Find out what it means!!!! anyway! i shall speak no further!!! cause YOU ARE SHOOTING YOURSELF ON YOUR OWN FOOT!!!

back from camp

2007-06-17T01:18:00.000-07:00

yes!! i am back from camp le!!!! yay!!!

1st day:

meet desmond den he buy for me breakfast den together we went to take 882 to BB/GB campsite den mr eo say he coming so we walked back to MRT den he say he will come later den we walked backed to the int again!!!! den waited like damn long la dn finally it came! den when we reached, we went to find mr eo but to no avail so we went with the rest to the canteen like BLURR SOTONG!! anyway, den talk hapily den instructor john came and shout at us because we nvr fall in! fierce for 1st impression den we went to fall in le.. after falling in, desmond and I were in the came coy called BRAVO!!! den later was our first lesson. desmond went to squad 6 and I went to squad 5. den so it was lesson after lesson. den i became the saquad leader for squad 5... in the afternoon was the laser shooting game!! very cool... every coy was split into 2 teams and i was in the 2nd team.. so all the 1st team went to play! we kenna owning! den so we plan and make sure not to loose! we placed our snipers around and the rest chong like siao!! for me i found a spot on the field because its like a up slope shaped like a tiny hill den i lie down and sniped people across the field hiding in the bushes!! i keep killing them by head shot!! hurhur!! den sian le went up to sniped more people! i just keep aiming the head!! l0l... den one guy very cute!! he was walking and walking den i keep shooting him but he nvr take cover l0l.. my gun was 3KG!!! hmmm we won the round so coy A and coy C against us in the 2nd half the mission is to hold the area for 15 minutes.. we made a bottle neck at the 2 stairs giving them hard time to go up as they will sure die but they got more man then us we lost! we held them back for 13: 26 i think... good fight.... we also had BBQ for dinner!!! den we went back to bathe, desmond and some1 and I did powder bath

day 2:

desmond woke me up at 5:41am den we walked and talked.. den soon was 5BX super nice... den we had breakfast den talent time den was the clearing of area den we went to fall in den fall out at like 1.30??

LDC2 camp!!

2007-06-15T08:00:00.000-07:00

tomoro is LDC camp!!!
must go to sembawang den walk to BB/GB campsite
must report at 8.30am
but meeting the restof the 3 at 7.30am!!
haiiz.... sian!!!!
but look forward to the 1 more cloth on my uniform!! haahaa.....
but my poncho lost!!!!!
die die die!!!
dun miss me!!!!!
i will blog about the whole thing of the camp when i get back!!!
hmm..... tomoro desmond, jackson, dickson and I will be going!!
hpe i can same group with desmond!!!!

off to torture camp!!

2007-06-14T07:20:00.000-07:00

Hmmm... the day after tomoro willbe my LDC2 camp!!!
dun miss me everybody
dun miss me!!!
dun cry for me!!
I THINK i'll be back in 1 body!!
look on the bright side... its only 2 days!!!!!
dun miss me once again!!!
off to camp
wont be blogging in camp l0l.. thats lame

today

2007-06-12T06:54:00.000-07:00

hmm.... today got maths den went to art! sat on sok zhen water for painting!!
dowan blog le!! no mood

long day...

2007-06-11T06:51:00.000-07:00

woke up early for maths! very tired... crawl out of y bed! den got ready den i went to find my Hp the headset den whoa!! when i found it its in the washing machine! heart broken!!!!!! anyway late le cheong to maths class den late l0l!! i saw jenny i called her "wu gui" den she act cute! den rush up den before i enter class i saw zok zhen outside class eating!!!! den when i enter class, darren they all say "whoa english first in class must talk england" =.=''' anyway, maths was blur without my tuition notes!! GAWR!!! den after maths went to art den keep doing and doing!! den qiyu keep taking my DBSK songs!!!!! arhz!! finally background done!! yay! den at 2pm everyone all leave haiz.. all PS me!!! anyway den went with my friend to buy drink at 3+ i think den bought 1.5 litters of green tea drink untils shiok shiok!!!! den haiiz.. shi bai!! stomach ache!! sian!!! anyway went home at like 5pm den reach home at 5.36 pm.. wha 5 more ep den the begining finish le!!

sunday!!!!

2007-06-10T06:59:00.000-07:00

hmm... today woke up and meet mr eo at AMK mrt den went to service together yayness!! happy!! rina came too!!! must catch up!! den after service went to canteen den slack until like 11.30 den went for new life in the sprit thingi den came down den saw eli and mr eo talking happily!!! wha so long nvr see eli!! face no change de!! l0l.. anyway, i was the the E&D contigent commander!! whaahaahaa!!! stress!!!!! sian!!! den mr cheong!! GAWR!!!

mr cheong:" where is the 2nd most handsome guy in 64th?"
me:" here?? mr cheong here!!!"
mr choeng:" nah u are way below!!!

anyway, went to bus stop den saw joel and his GF i think!! den went home le... den made my new BB full u de shirt!! cost $35.00. den ate at hawker i ate korean!!!! den slack at home le.. tomoro maths classes ):

haiiz...

2007-06-09T07:19:00.000-07:00

this morning: tuition
afternoon: cell
evening: chemistry

damn F up la!!! KNN!!! i write DBSK members name in korean den my mum scold me for learning korean!!! F la!!!!

hmmm... art camp 2nd day

2007-06-07T05:25:00.000-07:00

hmm... today was art camp 2nd day!! did quite alot of things!! i just love the class today

sok zhen: *wave both arms and dance*
me: A freak!!!
sok zhen: *laugh like mad*

haahaa... den also today i dance alot in class did the moon walk, dance like yunho, sing and made the class laugh!! hmm.. den i did print making den i dirty my shirt alod of red stains den the sec5's keep asking me if i'm ok or notz!! haaaha.. they called me a butcher!!! because i wan wearing the apron whatever... den ooh ya!! sokzhen, zolene, eunice and i was walking den i itchy hands i touch the plant den

me: argh!!! pain pain pain!!!!
eunice: *stares for 1 seconds and burst into laughter* l0l! sok zhen ( den forgot the part )
sok zhen: *stares* l0l!!!!!! haahaa.haaa........

l0l.. hurt my hand!!! ooh ya den i keep singing the circle circle dot dot den the spongebob got mad! den i talked about how fat my sister was!! l0l.. ooh ya i did the split

me: look!! i do split
zolene 0o * laughs*
sok zhen *walk towards me*
me: sok zhen do split
her *does split*
me: argh!! that gotta hurt!! awwwwww....

anyway fast forward time... den we and wen hui was at the room doing art den yilin came in den i spoke in a girly voice making yilin giggle... haahaa... den when finish zolene and i walk to the bus den on the bus yilin say i look abit like yunho (:

whaaaa!!! tomoro is my PTC!!! dead!!!!!!

haiiz....

2007-06-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

today is a tiring day! art camp from 9 to 5pm! ok reached sch at 8+ den remembered CUGC aka combine uniform group camp!! i miss CUGC!!! GAWR!!!!! hmm.. this year is SMSS first year in CUGC! whish them well.. heehee... anyway, i helped in the campfire prep! seriously the guys are in trouble because they seems to know nuts in campfire!! ren jie and kah yong seek help! den nisha tok lead at first but in the end, she turn to me so well i took over and told them what is best to do because we lack of kero!! hmmm... anyway, tomoro i'll try to be down too!! hmmmm.... i think its an eye opener la!! anyway, on he bus, i saw a cute baby!! super cute la!! read my other blog if u wanna find out.. dead tired!!!

hmm.. long day

2007-06-05T05:47:00.000-07:00

hmm.... today woke up den went to KFC at heartland mall to meet zolene to do art and learn korean. den at there we did art until 5pm! we keep talking about DBSK and about the people in our class! laugh alot haahaa!! den i also bought mai ya tang!! i wont buy it again!! super sticky!!!! wha lao!!! PC and I sms tammie but she only reply PC!! ahya... heck care her le la.. anyway! i bought a DBSK CD hurhur!!!!

what makes a man?

2007-06-03T23:04:00.000-07:00

WESTLIFE - WHAT MAKES A MAN

This isn't goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won't cry

Any other girl, I'd let you walk away
Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be ok

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apar
tIf you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So I can get over you

What makes her so right?
Is it the sound of her laugh?
That look in her eyes
When do you decide?
She is the dream that you seek
That force in your life

When you apologise, no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees if that would bring her home

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know

So that I can get over you

Other girls will come along, they always do
But what's the point when all I ever want is you, tell me

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know..... (let me know)
Girl you gotta let me know..... (wooo)
So I can get over you

sunday!! finally

2007-06-03T06:14:00.000-07:00

hmm... today service was cool! den went to the thing thing den cool! soon i am goin to uncover my gift!! yay! anyway today i cooked dinner!!!

anyway, tomoro is her birthday!!!! donnoe to be happy or sad!!

hmm... afresh

2007-06-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday night was a total blow for me!!
i wanna start a fresh again!! erasing my past
saddness, depression, love and everything
i just now wanna serve God much better
because worldly love, things, money, joy, peace, food and everything else
are so not worth it!
its like a wind blow to God's eternal time
so now, i wont care much about Worldy things
and focus on God because i think its only right.....

today HOT changed part of my life as usual!! hmm... den after HOT, went to dinner with my cuz at merina there... very full!!! haahaa..... hmm... thats all!! dun feel like blogging long...

changing blog URL again and insights on today

2007-06-01T05:18:00.000-07:00

ok.. today just suck!! teacher remember about my PTC!!! ok dead!!!! try to drag as long as i can!!!! haaha... anyway.. i can die thinking about her.. painful ya?!?!

I think i left is my colour pencils, art, DBSK.... haiiz....but nvm la.. all girls are like that!! used to it can le... love is a heart breaker...

ok i changing URL.....

hmmmm...........

2007-05-31T09:14:00.000-07:00

parents come back from japan le!!! yay!!!! den my dad going to korea!! ask him buy for me DBSK stuff!! ooh ya i also buy DBSK, xiah and jae joong poster!! sho happy!! hmm.. finally i got some1 to talk to about DBSK!!! heheee.... hmmm... girls now in my class starting to like DBSk too die die!!!! anyway, tired

to her: Sa Rang Ham Ni da!!!

oooh!!! noo!!

2007-05-29T06:23:00.000-07:00

---i MAY have exorcism gift!!!!!! i dowan talk to evil sprits ): i hab small guts lehz... TSK TSK!!!!

--- who know where i can buy a software where i can learn korean? i learn abit le but i wan proper de!! i wan learn korean!!!!

---the lock smith scam le!!! copy my key but cant use!! waste $3

dead dead dead!!!!

2007-05-27T08:13:00.000-07:00

hey!! service was great and stuff but THE TOP STUDENTS IN MY CLASS FAIL ABOUT 3 SUBJECTS!! AND ME? I BOUND TO FAIL MORE DEN 4 SUBJECTS!!!!!

hmmm.. pray that i can sing like a pro!!!
Pray that i will grow more in the Lord
Pray that all my friends will turn to Christ
Pray that the whole nation, all the knees will kneel and all the tongue confess that You are Lord
Pray that I will get one of the spritual gift
Pray that people will wash each others feet and will humble themselves to each other
Pray that BB 64th will get more people and all will turn to the Lord!!

ok here it goes...

Lord, as i come before you and humble myself before You Lord, i would like to pray that Lord u will bless me in my singing. Lord i pray that the Holy Sprit will grow in me everyday and i will die for myself and live like you and have the ever burning, never extinguish fire in growing, knowing and following from you. Lord i want to pray that i will have a steadfast love towards You in my soul and my upbringing! Lord i want to pray for all my friends that they wont covert and they will call u Lord Lord for only You are the truth, the way and the life and no one else can enter heaven other then Your way Lord!! yes Lord.. Lord, i would like to pray for the world that those who have not known You yet, u will tell them not in a harsh manner but rather in a meek, soft and gentle yet Powerful, megestic and grand manner that everyone will tremble under your voice! So LOrd, i want to Pray that the whole world will turn to u and repent of all their sins for sins are what you dislike Lord.. Lord so let every knee bow and every tongue confess that You are Lord so that the whole world will be save because Lord You do not like anyone to go to hell. Lord like the good sheperd, plz guide the lost sheeps back! Yes Lord! Lord please show mercy and grace Lord not only to those who know You Lord but also to those who still do not Know you Lord! Lord i would like to pray that the holy sprit will give me a spritual gift that Lord is best suited for me and that u will use me and when i go back home Lord, u will say that i have finish and fought a good race! But Lord, do what is best by your judgement for only Your judgement is perfect! Lord i want to pray that everyone will wash each other feet like Jesus wash his diciples feet Lord.. Lord let us be like You and not for our own profit! Lastly Lord, i would like to pray that, my BB company 64th coy, will grow in strength during this recruitment drive Lord and I commit thisto you Lord and Lord may i ask if you would give us alot of students so that more people will know You under BB Lord! Lord, i would like to pray that every single one in BB will call you as their Lord and saviour!! umm.. Yes Lord! Lord have mercy and grace Lord! Thank you Lord and i pray all these in Jesus name, Amen!!!!

ok done praying!! hm... now i shall relax and slack!! byes

bleah

2007-05-26T06:20:00.001-07:00

today went to CIP with the 64th guys... 10 hours! super slack la can!!! heehe.. den still can get 10 hours!! not bad!! hmm... reached home, checked friendster and i just click on the birthday part and i saw HER birthday, den sudden flash backs came and i just close the window in saddness...anyway, talked to zolene makes me forget abt it.. thanks zolz.. den, watch vacation eh DBSG de... xiah very cute!! jae joong too!!den yeah tomoro going to service lorhz..

prayer meeting

2007-05-25T07:29:00.001-07:00

hmm.. today prayer meeting was great! we were like 1 family giving thanks to our Father in heaven! den we broke up into groups and started praying for each other and other stuff... hmm i like the feeling when you say something good den the rest say "Yes Lord" or "ummmm" or "yes..." kinda cool... heehee...

last day of school

2007-05-24T07:16:00.000-07:00

YAY!! TODAY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!! WHOOHOO!!!! ok sch time pass by like super long la... den after sch went with zolene to buy books for practice den went buy anything and whatever because she want!!! den yeah searched cold storage a long time den go to NTUC den go find den dont have also but with my sharp eyes i found it!! haahaa... i also buy whatever!!! den reach home den talk with zolzon who more shuai XIAH JUNSU or JAE JOONG!! heehe...

today 3rd last day of school

2007-05-22T05:02:00.000-07:00

ok today sucks too!!! My parents go overseas!! my chem only 1/15! lowst in class... but english was fun... maths teaher nvr come... tomoro is SS common test!!! den art homework also alot!!!

some people are ment to be successful while some are not.....
maybe you beong to the upper class while i belong the the rubbish bin..

today alot of funny stuff...

2007-05-21T05:17:00.000-07:00

today suck ok... first is the PE lesson!! test on 5 items..

sit up: 42! just 1 more den i can get A ( irfan made me laugh )
standing broad jump: nvr do because sure fail
pull up: cant go over the bar.. so close
shuttle run: very bad 10.5sec
sit and reach: fail big time because i not elastic enough...

den ooh ya.. when i help irfan for sit up, his legs keep moving towards in so i also follow and move den one time he sit up den knock my head!! wha very painful.. gordon laugh like siao!! heehee... sok zhen also laugh like siao....

den art ok lorhz.. got 0 bcause handed up late!! haiz.. den hand in 1st and 2nd board now doing 3rd and 4th board!!! very scared la!!! wha lao....

hmm.....

2007-05-19T04:55:00.000-07:00

TODAY WATCHED SPIDERMAN 3!!! FINALLY!!!
somehow i hate ppl looking at me doing art!!!

Y EVERYONE SEEMS SO DISTANT!!
WHO KNOWS THE ONE YOU LOVED MAY STAB YOU IN THE BACK
AND THE ONE WHO HATE YOU MOST HIT THE LAST NAIL IN YOUR COFFIN
AND THE ONE U HUMILIATED SO BADLY IS THE ONE WHO HELP YOU PASS YOUR LIFE
ALL SEEMS SO DUMB YET SOREAD.............

sad...

2007-05-15T06:34:00.000-07:00

IGIVE UP ON HER LE.....
SWEET 11 MONTHS......
TAKE CARE GIRL

old rugged cross

2007-05-14T03:34:00.001-07:00

saded but motivative song

long time no blog

2007-05-13T22:38:00.000-07:00

YO!!!!! i miss my blog!!!! anyway.... its been long i nvr blog u know? from last friday until now den i blog!!! yupz.. high fever, running nose, sore throat, cough, painful eyes, head ache! yupz.. from last fri until i see the doctor which is yesterday, my temp is between 38.20 to 39.74 degrees! enough to burn my brain u know!!!! hmm.. yes today i stayed at home!! ROTTING!! no la.. making good use of time u know? anyway... recovering le!!!

2007-05-10T07:29:00.000-07:00

hmmm.... how to handle ladies
hm.. ladies tend to have a nagging quota about 10 minutes or so depends on how old is she.. well.. just tahan den once over rejoyce!!!!

2007-05-09T06:02:00.000-07:00

okok!! today started of suck! because chemistry i forgot to bring my 5 year series and so those who forgot to bring must stand up! den teacher give those who are standing up a chance to sit by answering a chem question! but i dont even know a single bit not even 1 question!! thus, i stand for the whole lesson! arhz.. used to it le!! BB marhz!! l0l... den for VE watch the cool show! ended very nice except the dad died! sad! den SS went to the cool com lab and whoa the VP was there also!! den mother tongue! den kena pinch by my teacher for sleeping!! english also kenna sent out of class! but soon i came in again! den the topic today is ghost stories! cool!! The maths is the deadly topic now!!!! haiiz.. den ooh ya my new bag is ruined!!! i accidentally put in onto the fresh bird shit!!! den art consultation was cool! went to the same cool com lab to print my stuff den teacher let me go le!! i nearly cried when look at the passion of the christ pictues!! den went home den over sleep on the bu den raining den my new bag was wet!!! whoa!! MY NEW NEW TIMBERLAND BAG!!!! RUINED BY BIRD SHIT AND RAIN!!!!!

Bad news!!!

2007-05-08T04:48:00.000-07:00

1st bad news: BB LDC2 camp!! height elements! how i dun go in there

2nd bad news: mt ophir: may be in june!! hope that is not in june!!!
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i know your eyes in the morning sun
i feel you touch in the poring rain
and the moment you wonder far from me
i wanna hold you in my arms again

sunday

2007-05-06T05:28:00.000-07:00

yesterday night i felt sad because of something... anyway today is a much better day!! anyway, today service i got 1 whole row all by myself!!! boring but cool... den after that was confirmation class den Jome!! heehe.. pee called me a maths pro!! haahaa....

Girl

2007-05-05T08:12:00.000-07:00

last day!!!!

2007-05-04T05:30:00.000-07:00

Ooh my!!! last day!!! yayness!!!! nayway, today was cool buy physics was extremely extremely boring!!! den chemistry my EZ link card was being taken my teacher for not doing my work den as my wallet got 2 EZ-link card, one valid and the other is not so i tilt my wallet towards me den i took out the spoilt one!! hurhur!! i am so smart!!!! anyway, went to art for awhile den went home to cheong art!!!

long Thursday!!

2007-05-03T07:22:00.000-07:00

hey people!! 120 days to N level!! anyway.... today class was good except abit of scolding during chinese lesson! den den for VE we watch the super funny movie!! den after school went to art extra class and finally its show time!! we did on the black board well... its only the first 2 board out of 5!!! haaha... den ya. long day today!! dead tired.....

I miss you
i want you
i cant leave you

sho happy!!!

2007-05-02T07:23:00.000-07:00

today was good!! lessons was cool!! for VE we watch movie! very funny la!! den SS went to com lab den in the end we played google global and find our house its very nice!! den english we got "cross-fire" about manliness heehee!! den maths is very nice also!! den we stay back for art yeah chat until very nice and i draw and colour 1 pictureand we brought our board back!!! anyway!!! I FINALLY LEARN THE MOON WALK!!!!!!! BUT NOT SO GOOD!!! ): yay!!!

girl, i so miss you
when can i see you?
its been long!!

arhz... 1 day break?!?!

2007-05-01T06:08:00.000-07:00

hmm.... today i woke up at 10am!! irfan sms me like at 6am!!! den irfan today PS us go watch spiderman 3!! what the!! anyway went to tuition from 2pm to 4pm. sian!! haiiz.. den later go to AMK hub den took a train to plaza sing den walk and walk until like 5.30pm den go home.... yay!! i bought a LV business pants but very ex la!! $29 lehz!! branded what ): haiiz.... den later went to buy the takoyaki or what ever the spelling is i bought myself ham and cheese den i buy another one for my family then i ended up eating until left 1 piece for my sister!! l0l... haiiz.. tomoro sch re-opening again!! sian.....

yr absence is killing me!!
plz dun walk away!!

today!!

2007-04-29T07:00:00.000-07:00

today was cool!!! service was nice! den went to do my art and every one was like admiring my art (: heehee!!! anyway.. went to donner t amk hub with my family den went home and relax!!

I love you so
how long must i wait?
plz tell me!
dun ignore me

TSK TSK!!!

2007-04-28T06:53:00.000-07:00

my drawing above for my N level....

bended my fock while eating!!! haaha...

well, today was ok, after the WHY course den went to office and did my art as the obove picture then, when my parents came den ran down jump steps and finally sprain my feet! at first it was ok so we went to play badminton! ok badminton i won my dad usual!! and then total we play 4 games. den when to bathe, i forgot my most impt thing!! TSK TSK... den anyway, after bath, my feet hurt alot!! den in the end went to buy bandage!!!

friday!!!

2007-04-27T06:23:00.000-07:00

long week indeed!!!! now as a weekday come to a rest i can ease!!! well today try out the new tuition!! super cool la!!! anyway... i hate my botak-ness!!! ppl call me "army boy" or "monk" man!! it sucks!!!

above: my botak head!!! new style!!

2007-04-26T02:43:00.000-07:00

pea nuts hill!!! slain by me!

chinese chess!! use $0.50 to replace the lost "ping"

UGLY BETTY!!! in our class!!!

UGLY BETTY!! long shot!! he is flirting!!

Kenneth chia writing lines!!! haahaa!!!!

see how messy is our class during recess!!!!

well above are the photos!!

hmm... today is rather cool!! chinese test scks sleep alot during test!! test so hard!! but at least i tried!!!

whoohoo!!

2007-04-25T03:29:00.000-07:00

today! morning, i rushed down to the parade square den one of my classmate hit me den accidentally kiss my cheaks!! anyway, i went out with some ppl to get cert infront of whole school!! very cool!! den when all received, den when the whole school clap, the feeling is shiok!! anyway chem whoa pro!! teacher late for 35 min den when she come our class, she ask who did not do her homework den about 98% of the class stand up!! hurhur!! she slam the book on the table and she walk right out of the class!!! hurhur!!! pro!!! den our maths teacher who is also the level DM walked in and blasted at us!! den soon my form teacher walked in too!! den we go 35min of scolding!! l0l.... den left 10 min den we go com lab for oscar award!!! den for SS, test!! sure fail de!! anyway chinese was after recess!! this thurs and fri is test!! beat that!! so fast!!! den english was marking of papers den maths!! i finally pass!!! 14/20!! cool!!!!

good day!!

2007-04-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

Greetings!! indeed its a great day today!! today, art was rather slack but for once no scolding!!!! whoohoo!! den maths test was rather a breeze!! hope can get a pass lorhz! den Mother tongue was slack as usual! den recess kenna PS my my friends anyway when i went back to class with shawn, den i invited shawn to my class den irfan called me to go to him so i like didnt really care until i hear he saying about AEM! i rushed there and yeah tomoro get award infront of whole school!! heehee!! damn happy la can!! anyway later english period, teacher said that i was the strongest batch in english!! first person she say is my name le! !hurhur!! Thanks be to God!! for making everything so nice today!! den after sch, eat awhile den went back to class with jenny to teacher her SS!! heehe!!! pro here!! jkjk... den rushed to chinese tuition for my first lesson!! quite ok la!! not bad!! joke alot!!

hey girl...
i so miss you!!
every day
every hour
every minute
every second
i really miss u

moday again!!!

2007-04-23T03:37:00.000-07:00

yo people! its monday!! PE was sian! play soccer den malu let in stupid goal which is easily save!! but yeah! i dived once and save!! den recess drank alot!! den somehow after recess my pelvic area hurt!! super hard to run!!! l0l...den art class totally suck except me and Irfan started to read the book on world war super thick but i enjoyed it!! anyway after schw as english extra class very fun den eh my study group study maths at the library den i ran down in pain just to ask for mr sim help then we all move to outside the staff room the study area and he teach us!! heehee.. irfan everytime kenna wack!! l0l... tomoro maths test!! cheong arhz!!

today

2007-04-22T05:22:00.000-07:00

it was cool! service was nice but the songs are not really that cool but God love it just the way it is i am sure! well, confirmation class was ok lorhz! den Jome, made a boo boo!! anyway they liked my snacks!! Praise God!!! well.. i have learned that God wont put in in cases that make us over work or stress!! hmm.... i hab learn my mistakes and i am really sorry!

its going to 11 months and i still like you
did u see how sincere am i?

Big news to announce:
Guys those who were affected by the latest huha i am really sorry so far i know is sok zhen, yilin, cheney, eunice and darren ang. well, i today was surfing the blogs of friends and some how i landed on sok zhen blog and i some how went into cheney blog as at first i was curious then i read the tag board and some1 used my name to tag! and i check my web history and i did not went into cheney blog! i only went 2 or 3 months ago! so, i told sok zhen den she also suspect is ming guan backstabbing me!! so i told eunice also and tomoro we will judge MG ba!! i also got a few edvidence
1. ming guan felt happy when sok zhen told eunice they all
2. I type and MG typing is different.
3. i did not went to cheney blog at 20th April as stated
4. MG wanted to backstab me all along

i think these proof is enough to pronounce MG is guilty of man assult!!

about life!

2007-04-21T03:41:00.000-07:00

some people say life is just like a game
some people say life is like a roller coaster
some even say life is like a dream
but i say life is like a battle-field where everyone is wearing a mask

well... life is like an on-going war where you hab to fight your own war because no one will fight it for you! The war result depends on how you fight it! if you fight it with the power of will and not fearing death, you will over come all odds! but if you fight it with no vision of hope and no will, its a loosing war for you! Everyone who you are fighting with is wearing a mask, a mask where no one will know your true self where they maybe friendly and killing you from the back! to win the war, people backstab and do other things! In order to win, TRUST NO ONE EXCEPT YOURSELF and FIGHT WITHOUT FEAR OF DEATH! putting a trust in someone is just like killing yourself!! i will say BETRAY AND BE BETRAYED! BACKSTAB AND BE BACKSTABBED SO LONG AS YOU WIN!!! DO NOT WALK WITH YOUR FRIENDS BUT WALK ALONE!!!

TSK TSK!

2007-04-20T06:44:00.000-07:00

U u think u r to cal me a fucker? r u any better? u r in the same class as me SLUT!! u think yr BF is so great? one day he will also die and i bet u will feel fucking EMO about it!! Fucker!! i know the whole class dislikes about it and i can live with it! but with u around U are just a bloody pain in the ass!!! who u think u are ordering me not to mix with yr friends?!?! r u related to them by blood? bloody hell NO!!!! BITCH i got my rights to mix with who ever i want!!! SO IF U DUN MIND SLUT!!! BE GONE!!! go with yr BF and die!! and get it right BITCH when u hate me fine! u need not to tell yr FUCKING friends!!!! I dun mind being humiliated but if i were to go down full force I WONT GIVE U A CHANCE TO HAVE ANY FACE!!! TRY ME!!!! U THINK U R LIKEABLE THAT MEANS U CAN CALL THE SHOTS?? AND WAD MAKES U THINK THAT I CANT PUT MY HEAD ON KENNETH OR WHO EVER!! AND YES SO WHAT IF I DID? DOES IT MEAN I AM REFLECTING!! U R TOO LET DOWN TO LET ME THINK ABT YOU!!! U ARE BLOODY ONE SICK BITCH!!!!! FUCK OFF WITH YR CHENEY!!!!

indeed after today, i have learn not to trust anyone! each man for himself! I hab learn that every1 is just wearing a mask ready to backstab others!!! TODAY SUCKS

Thursday!!!

2007-04-19T04:12:00.000-07:00

hmm.... this morning, peilin gave my cookies!!! yay!! food!!! ok her birthday 7 aug!! must remember!! anyway, sch was boring! and i was like in a bad mood la! irfan and i nvr talk!! hmmm.... week ends coming soon (: heehee!!! wha history first time fail!!!! ahya!! i feelin like bowling again!!! 200 points!! (: heehee!!!

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