Saturday, December 02, 2006 ' 11:38 PM
today!! n my feelings
my mum like insulted my religon la!!! den she today said " u think baptism great arhz?" whoathis line can already hurt me alot la!! but nvm people hit me on the lift i offer the right! let them hit me until shiok shiok den u tell my eternal Fater, our saviour den i will cry at his arms loudly!! but thats only if He allow that!!
next weeksun is my baptism!! next wed is my camp!! shiok!! haahaa!!! so little things to pack!! wooohoo!!!! yay!!! haahaa......
i am already trying to make peace with some1 la but i donnoe if that person allow me to do it? because now its like every step i make that person will take 1 step back!! suan le its ok!! u forgive den hate den forgive den hate den forgive den hate den forgive den hate again!! this cycle very shiok to u arhz? den dowan talk to me! if u dowan to forgive me den sua( forget it) den dun forgive me la den u noe u keep like that den dowan to tell wad i do wrong how do i ever learn?? u playing wif my feelings arhz? u nth better to play arhz?? u think i can get angry with me without telling me my problem den i dun hab rights to be angry la! u noe if this keeps on going on den i will stress until die lehz! people also human! suan le! treat that i say nthing can le!
it take a loss to treasure wad u realy have!! yes i lost a good firend! yes she is my good friend! she is really indeed very cheerful la that i admit! but now haiiz... abit rough or should i say very rough!! when can we be like last time like that always laugh de! i really miss those days!! if only both parties can be more understanding or rather if only i am abit more understanding!! yes i play play den she angry den this time i also donnoe wad i do but haiiz... square 1 again!! but after this time of she only forgive me i will really be careful and really treat her like my sister haahaaa!!! but there is no such things as regret!! my fear is that there is 1 scar thet cant be removed!!
Tom&Jerry are loved :D
