Sunday, December 03, 2006 ' 8:56 PM
today!!! bowling to relax from yesterday den angry again
This morning supose to go bowling with SK de but she cannot find the place den her mum drive her home den i bowl alone sia!! yes i started bowling from 10am until 11pm i think. yar den whoa my lane got problem so they offer to transfer lane for me!! yay!! thank you auntie!! yar well i went to bowl for 1 reason which is yesterday problem because yesterday i was so F**ked up den today i go bowl lorhz!! well as i was sad i nvr bowl really well today but i feel much better la my score is way sucks and i played 8 games for 8 dollars anyway here is the score 82,112,97,97,85,87,92,92 thats it!! so sucks!! but my motive i stress again is that not to get high marks but rather to chill down!! haiiz... den i over sleep until hougang!! whoa!! siao must take 1 stop back haiiz.. i sleep because i was think ing and thinkin and den suddenly sleep!! when i reach home i saw food crumbs on the com table whoa!! i asked my sis to come down and and i scolded her!! den she also lie to me that she nvr play habbo when i got like 2 proofs la!! den she cry sia!! i think she drama drama mama only!! haiiz.. yeah!! 2 more days to youth camp and 6 more days to baptism!! hurhur!!! den my dad called den i dowan answer la! cold war mah! so when my dad wan to talk to me i donnoe i just say out of rage " wad for waste my breath on u!!" OMG!! den my sis tell my dad that i dowan talk to him!! phew phew!! haahaa....
i need to address this matter. these few weeks or days just shut the fuck up!! i dun wish to be disturbed can! plz do understand my problem both in my family and my friends! i really need to hab time of my own plz! just leave me! i am really sick of all these things and stuff! i had enough le. just let me do wad i want alone with Gos care and no one else please! den u all can dun borther about my baptism le! so ya u all dowan come also can! i am like dying to hab a time alone just to clear things up in my heart first den i deside wad shall i do can! i feel so betrayed and being deserted. Jesus just take me and bring me anywhere u wish to bring me please just out of this world! please jesus help me!i cant fight my own war anymore! please just let me rest in yr arms!
Tom&Jerry are loved :D
