Hello again! I know, very on and off kind of thing but seriously poly is too tiring too brain killing. Well, aside from that bitch and that idk some fucked up shit guy, well poly is still alright. I love enterprise skills aka OB. Its soooooo cool when you know how to apply them. Its the 2nd day of holidays now which also means I pierced my ears 2 days ago! i think next will be either ear piercing or lip piercing. HAHA! no balls for tongue yet. I'm so excited on 6th of may because its my cous wedding and i get to wear a suit! Next thing to be excited about is the OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL trip! Darren Sim, oh dear Darren Sim. Hurry finish exam then after that both of us can go OCH to lose our balls! I will feel very angry if i waste my life away so i decided to study during hols *clap clap* ok larhz.. that's all for now

Hello people, i am back! to clean the dust off my blog. Its really rotting. Well, in a nutshell
1. got into RP
2. just celebrated my b'day
3. suffering a tragic incident well.. relationship
4. dying in RP.

Being free from exams and school, many a times i am able to think about my life and what is going on around me, what i really want, what are my desire, my problems and much more. The series of events have been a pressing issue to me now. The fact that although i know the long gone event with "T", I am still unable to break it off. I have grown tired, tired of putting up a strong face behaving as if nothing of this such event had ever happen and really trying to shake it out of it. But during reality check, i am still unable to reconcile with the truth that i had already known.

I did trash! 3 of them is C5, 2 of them is C6, one E8.. when i saw my score, i thought that i was the biggest loser + stupidest kid in AMKSS to get this kind of retarded and insane results! i was like what the heck!! L1R4 = 27 points!! my gosh!!!! one of the improving student lehz! i'm really heart-broken! i dont know what to do! i cried on my way home!
Past one or two days, i applied for JPAE via my leadership talent. I also went to RP to appeal and gave them my teacher's testimonial and appeal using talent. At Rp, i felt that i was the biggest failure in life... I'm still in the state of being emo
Today i went to, SZ house to plan and i decided of 12 courses all in RP la.. and tmr, i must start to plan for back up. maybe i shall do it when i regain my composure! haiiz.. i cried today again..
I feel bad when there is no parental support. instead of cheering me up, they went on to make things worse! i endure and just keep appealing and all those crap and when i am at home, all i want is rest but somehow, my parents just killed my rest.. haiiz.. really no mood..

I must say sorry to these group of people whom i had let down!

sorry mrs chung i've let you down!
sorry mr liu i've let you down too!
sorry mr sim i did not do well enough
sorry mr goh, i did not do well and for not listening in class
sorry ms zaiton for playing too much and waking up too late
sorry ms lee i did not listen to you during chem lesson
sorry mr chow and mr lee for letting you down
sorry ms ng for being thick headed in art class and not listening to you
sorry ms chin, i tried my best in math tuition
sorry mr chow, i did not do well enough even aft scolding in english tuition
sorry science tuitor, aft much practice i still did not do well
sorry grace ho aft teaching me i still dont understand
sorry terence aft teaching me i still dont understand
sorry jiang kiat for not listening to u in secondary 3 regarding studies
sorry liu lao shi, secondary one and two i was too playful
sorry mr tan wah kiat for being too playful and did not wake up
sorry mr cheong for not understanding when u teach me because i was playful
sorry mummy for wasting your money and not giving good results
sorry daddy for not listening to you and make u all sad

I CAN ONLY BLAME MYSELF FOR MY RESULTS!

yea! i'm am blogging aft like donnoe how many months! so tdy i thought to myself while sitting on my gone case chair and finally i came up with a random theory! It is "inorder to save money and have more time to oneself and also to prevent stress and get more freedom is to stay single!" haha.. well maybe that is crap! but yea.. hmm.. life is still ok la! not too bad! hmm.. ok logging off

Well, finally being able to regain my composure! great! hmm.. Lets talk abt farewell assembly! but 1st let me tell those readers that i will not apologize for what i will state ltr on in this post which some parts may sound hurting...
I did not attend the Farewell lunch because firstly, i find it not a need to do such thing. secondly, it is very very very very very very last minute, those who know me may know i HATE last minute work or infomation. Thridly, i have already arrange lunch with a friend, well more den a friend. Fourth is that i do not have the connection with my class so i find it ok to skip it. but well, at least i got inform u guys first.. When i arrive, i was dao-ing people. Yea! sry JENNY for rejecting ur request.. I dun wan people ppl to have my photo cause i wan them to forget me ASAP. Yea sure, i bet like 99% of the class also wont want to rmb me.. Its due to my feelings for the class too.. However, there are some people, be it teachers or fellow aquintances or camaraderie or classmates..
The farewell assembly was great.. the slides and stuff.. people face were flooded up with tears and sorrowful expressions. Yet, me, the only one i guess, felt rather JOYOUS somehow... Its seems as if i have moved on and grown up from a school boy to an adult. I did not understand why this is a sorrowful event.. Sad as it may seem to be because leaving the classmates and teachers, i believe, the Joy of grad from the sch is just as much.. So, aft the whole thing, went around hugging teachers and offering them my last wish.. One out of the hall, somehow, a beam./blast of Joy just broke out and i screamed "yes!" and almost everyone was looking at me.. Oh well..

I really want to move on but somehow there is something in me somewhere that just resist it. Aft that part resist me, some flash back will happen and my head will hurt.. Thinking of taking pain killer or some stuff.. The suffering of being stuck is very painful..

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